Had conversations with many about marriage in my county, which is considered conservative.
Most, avoid marriage and postpone it.
And those who do want to enter it, want to satisfy their desires and have no other option.
They also generally make marriage difficult, to the point where it’s like a business deal.
It feels dry ,emotionless and in general, a canvas filled with shades of grey.
The fact that men and women don’t engage each other within a balanced fine line just feels so unnatural and depressing.
I feel depressed , and I don’t know if I’ll ever a satisfying relationship.
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I too come from a very conservative society and I understand where you are coming from. I’ve been lucky in that my career has taken me to many other countries that are more Liberal and open minded. If possible, I suggest you consider a change of environment.