So for some reason any time a girl shows a bit of interest to me or is making an effort to get to know me in a romantic way or not. My mind overthinks.
I wonder if they are into me or not, I act different around them to my norm. Conversation are awkward and for the most part. I then get in my own head as I realise this is getting awkward. I feel really embarrassing after and I hate myself for it.
It happens regardless whether they are friends or a complete stranger. For some stupid reason I act differently.
It is probably obvious, but I have never been in a relationship. Also I struggle to hold a meaningful conversation with anyone (male or female).
Honestly feel like there is something wrong with me and I hate social interaction. I want to better myself but I also feel like I am a lost cause.
I hatr my life
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I tried it once but we were just too different. Our sense of priority and things we thought were fun was light years apart. Opposites attract, but we felt like different species. I found that I was only attracted to her looks. Everything else was meh. She felt the same way about me, and felt that my financial stability was attractive.
its called anti-social behavior
You just don’t have the confidence and experience with women yet. Just put yourself out there and you’ll get better. Might have a lot of rejection but you will learn from it
stick with just friends, until your comfort level improves