All of my life (thankfully I’m really young I’m only 18) Ive been going through horrible social anxiety, that is really messing me up it seems. I was homeschooled all the way into 8th grade and when i went to public school since then its always been a horrible experience. I would go there and meet people and be cool with them but somehow eventually i would start being terrified of going into school and seeing people ( keep in mind I was never bullied or anything like honestly people tried to be nice to me and be my friend) however I stilled started to freak out and just have these panic attacks where I couldnt speak normally to people and I would end up getting no where in this school social system and I would even be too Riled up to do my school work or anything else….. Im currently trying to go to college and this happend and I had to quit… Ive tried so many substances to stop this and nothing works I JUST want this all to end man please drop any advice I beg U!.