I struggle making new friends, I don’t know how to

For the last few years, I’ve struggled to reach out. I have made friends, but all of them lasted for a bit.

Over the years, from trying to make friends, I kinda just gave up. I just don’t understand what they want anymore.

I’m kind, I give my time, I listen…..

Instead, I’m always the bad guy.

I’m just so tired, and I feel really hollow. I’ve reached out, I’ve done everything, I think I’m just really unlucky.