Moved into college apartment and feel uncomfortable living with roommates
This is just to vent. Anyway, I absolutely hate living with my roommates. I thought it would be fun, but it’s just extremely uncomfortable. They’re best friends, I’m the odd one out and hide in my room. Lately it’s been getting worse, you can hear everything in the house. Meaning I hear almost all their conversations, or when they’re cooking. It’s an odd feeling, like I’m in public when I want to relax alone. I also just feel like I’m being socially awkward or something even though it’s completely normal to not be friends with roommates, I just get the vibe they dislike me because they’re so close and I’m an outsider. Any small mess I leave behind I get yelled at for. I left a small thing of salt on the table, like a spoonful maybe? 2 hours later I get an angry text about it. They cook constantly and leave messes but I don’t say anything. It kind of feels like a married couple is renting out their room to me, or like I’m with coworkers all day that don’t like me. I really can’t stand constantly feeling uncomfortable. I’ll be out of the house a lot more often soon, but I still just scant stand it. My friend has a roommate they’re not friends with but says they just coexist and it’s fine, I just feel like my situation is different. They’ll also send passive aggressive texts for the three person group chat when the two of them are together, so it’s obviously about me which just adds another layer of passive aggressiveness imo. I unfortunately don’t have many friends, but classes are starting soon so with that and work I’ll be out of there for at least 30 hours a week.