First of all, i hope you all are doing good.
I wanted to try something new and decided it was time for it this weekend.
My idea was to find a fitting choice on a semi dating platform to do a little Homevideo, me giving him a Blowjob while he records it all.
Its not my first Blowjob but i’m still super nervous since i’m trans and might be worried that he dislikes it all when he sees me in person. We shared pics already and he said that everything is fine but still i can’t stop thinking about it.
Its going to be my first private Video.
Does anyone has tips on how to calm down?