I can’t ejaculate (18M)

Hi Reddit,

I am on the verge of insanity. For the past several years that I’ve actively used my member, I’ve never ejaculated and I am getting genuinely worried.

When I masturbate, I’m able to get multiple spurts of precum (with very slight white coloring sometimes) with a good amount of time in between them, but these are just a few drops. I thought, maybe its a time thing, but I’ve genuinely tried jerking off for 30 minutes and nothing has come out. A few times, after waking up from a horny dream, my drawers have been soaked and sticky, but I genuinely do not know if this is from legitimate ejaculation or just a lot of precum and without a frame of reference, I don’t know how I can determine this.

I’ve wondered if its a mental block, that I’m not stimulating myself enough or contracting the wrong muscles (if that makes sense, I don’t know how else to put it). No amount of porn, hard or soft jerking off, different hand motions etc have worked, I still don’t spurt out significant amounts of sticky white ejaculate that I know other males are capable of.

So then I think to myself, maybe real sex would solve my issue, said mental block would go away, but I’ve turned down multiple chances due to my fear that I’ll make a fool out of myself if I can’t cum. My erections are very healthy and I don’t suffer from ED or anything, so I have no idea what could be causing this medically either.

I’m genuinely worried if this is a sign of infertility. I grew up in a really conservative household so it would be nearly impossible for me to ask this to an adult male in my family, I feel trapped and I hope you guys can help me.