I am dissapointed and this time quite a lot. For few days already I am having chaos in my mind (also because of PMS and hormones) but from everything that I have been allowing him to do, to say to me…
Mostly I am mad at myself for not reacting properly for the first time when insults started and that kept on going until now when I am not sure what is going on anymore.
Things are said and things are repeated that should just not go unnoticed but I was turning my head for too long and finding excuses (no it is this, no it is that, tiredness, hunger or whatever) while I am sure that if you truly love someone you don’t put them down like that… on repeat. Tell me if I am wrong.
I am collecting the last bit of strenght to be good to myself, to respect myself and stand by mine principles.
The conversation is needed, I am just not sure how to start. This time I am very dissapointed and that should be fixed *with actions and not words*.
1 comment
I am going through a similar scenario. When people show you who they are, believe them. I signed up to start therapy for myself to help me get my mind straight before I make any rash decisions, but I truly believe my 10 year marriage is ending. It’s heart breaking. If you tell someone their words are hurting you and they continue to do it, then is that love? Is your partner open to working on it?