I feel like a failureeeee

GAHHHHHHHH I’m out of practice managing my feelings.

I feel a lot of resentment towards people because they cross boundaries they don’t even know is there.
Also I put my foot in my mouth a lot and it’s DIFFICULT FOR ME TO REALIZE IT CUZ MY THIRD EYE /SITUATIONAL AWARENESS IS SHUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT HOW DO I REDEVELOP IT? I’M SO UGHRUY$RHHBjr321lhbr3hr23hrh23hr21hjkp12r3bhr23

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Ex: Rambles about my life experience without asking questions/showing interest in other person (because someone called me nosey once. I’m not nosey. They were just looking for someone to put down for NO REASON. Shitty roommate situation.)

My coworker asks questions ALL the time and it leads to such interesting and varied conversations!!!!!!!

ANywya, I got into the habit of NOT asking questions, which leads me to just talk about myself which shuts people off/drains people, and then they kind of weakedly hang up with a curtosey way of closing the call.

There goes another friend.

Also I say “So good to see you” and other phrases like that – the same phrase OVER AND OVER as if I’m expecting them to say it back.