i feel like asshole for doing this, so today we got our exam results, and for some reason i didn’t get mail with grade and i thought i will fail, my friend got that she passed the test but i was telling her whole time about my insecurities of failure , i didn’t fail but in that moment i was only thinking how i will be homeless whole life because of this one exam. I know one bad grade doesn’t mean that much but this exam was special and i was whole life even now pushed by my parents to don’t get anything under B and rly mess me up.
But i feel rly bad about it but at same time i don’t know what to do to fix it, because she is rly mad and wants tomorrow to talk me and now i am fearing of the wrost thing that’s probably unlikely to happen, her saying she doesn’t wants to be friends with me anymore and i don’t know what to do
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Maybe you should start relaxing a bit more to stop fearing to feel like a failure in every aspect of your life.
I was there too when I was younger, and this book really helped to grow some healthy self worth. Healing Your Aloneness: Finding Love and Wholeness Through Your Inner Child, by Erika Chopich and Margaret Paul
Why is she mad? It’s not clear from what you’re saying that you even did wrong?
Well I believe that friends should be accommodating of each other. You were really stressed and she should have understood that. And maybe she did/will do. Otherwise it would be selfish, really.