we’ve barely done anything at all but anytime we get close he ask me to call him a bitch, a stupid bitch at that. then he ask me to hurt him or if i want him to hurt himself. AND im not a 100% sure if this is what i heard but he said do u want me to slap myself, choke myself AND THEN HE SAID “do u want me to cu-“ and i really hope that he wasnt saying cut.
(cutting himself has been an issue before and this one specific time he was drunk he cried to me about how much he regrets it)
it gets really uncomfortable, i LOVE the begging and the edging and the nicknames we use but i stop at hurting him and calling him names i only use towards people i dont fw. i dont know how to tell him cause he only says it in the heat of the moment, im just waiting for him to notice that its turning me off.