I [M24] am a proud virgin and have been saving myself for my better half but being in India, people generally make a joke of it.
I have been in 4 one sided loves, and 3 of them have taken advantage of it and I have been treated like shit. The last time I tried being in relationship is 4 years back. So one can say I have never experienced what’s it is to be in a relationship.
I could just get a paid service but I have made some pledges,
1 – No trying on married women,
2 – never to aim for someone who’s already committed
3 – Not to have business with prostituts, sl|_|ts and hoes {HERE sl|_|ts AND HOES REFER TO THOSE, WHO ARE NOT LOYAL AND ARE SEXUALLY ACTIVE WITH MULTIPLE PARTNERS, OR ARE LYING TO THERE BF, AND HANDLING MULTIPLE BOYS AT THE SAME TIME}
Also what’s the fun in paying to lose virginity. I have read multiple articles, where people generally regret this decision.
So the only option left with me is finding a permanent partner but whenever I try connecting with someone, all the past memories haunt me and I couldn’t be myself and open up to them.
So currently trying to find my better half is quite hard, added I am introvert.