So yeah 21m and had a shit go of it when it comes to the people in my life. As a result I’ve found I get very weirded out when people act like they actually care about me and end up being awkward.
For example, I met by best mate through work 2 years ago and he got his sister a job there last year. She’s transferred to a store near her uni but comes back on holidays. I wouldn’t say me and her were close but were friends, like we get alone when we’re at work but it’s not like she’s reaching out in free time or when she’s away or whatever.
Basically told her I decided to go uni this year and she was like begging me to come to her uni over a period of like 2 weeks while she was back at our store, saying it would be nice to have a friend there and all that and it made me feel so odd even though she was being nice, not even being able to process it I was just like why do you even want me to come there, which probably came across as rude even though I didn’t mean it to (were cool tho)
So yeah just an example I guess but I hate that I’m like this and don’t even know where to start on how to fix this and wondered if any of you guys had any advice.