20F in college
I have friends yes, but I always feel like they’re out to get me / looking to undermine me / compete with me / don’t trust me / look down on me / don’t respect me. It’s exhausting and it stops me being generous, patient, understanding, kind and caring which is what I want to be
How do I stop?
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Seriously ask yourself if you are competing with people in your group of friends without realizing it. Have gratitude and don’t compete over anything.
See people around you as subhumans ( like animals who still haven’t evolved enough ), makes it very easy to deal … would you get angry if your dog does this ? No right … be kind ! Pet them … feed them … just be kind !
Literally take a higher stance … establish the fact that you are not in their league, even to consider them as competition !
Now … you might be thinking … what have i accomplished .. to actually feel so ! Then continue to introspect … ! Find things that matter to you … ! Invest your time in them ! And continue to seek pleasure in doing them !
I personally enjoy roasting self righteous people !