I rarely go out by myself, much less with others. But if a friend invites me I always make sure to go and plan ahead, but when once in a blue moon I really want to invite others they always cancel the last minute, I did my haircut, do chores, wash clothes, prepare my bag, work for the past few days so I’ll have extra cash to spend, etc… like I really want to go to have a connection with that friend not really focusing on what we’re about to do on that day. I am so easy to be pleased, whenever they agree on going out with me, I already am all over the moon inside… cause to that person I probably exist not just ‘friend A’. People say to find better friends, but I don’t think they’re bad friends at all. I don’t remember when’s the last time someone truly went out with me or in fact if that even happened once… I also don’t remember being a shitty friend to them. The answer I have right now is that I’m just not in their priority friends or just plain boring I guess? Sorry, not really finding an answer but just really want to vent. Thank you.
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People are too picky the more friendships they have, it’s a competition to prove ur worth the time more than the other friends. No point playing this friend game imo, too much hassle. Ur not the problem if ur not an ass, people are not the most reliable radar on how much ur problematic, they just like u for what u seem on the exterior.