M26, officially diagnosed with Aspergers 13 years ago, and is very socially awkward, though can handle a job for a almost a year now, living in Asia.
So the story is I am kind of having a “crisis” rn, and I can’t seem to fit in anywhere. When I try to fit in with NTs, I became so damn awkward and most of people in my town are in the “wrong crowd” – doesn’t agree with them most of the time.
I can’t fit in with people with same interests either because they are too far to reach with them. I can’t relate to their childhood growing up with geek culture because of how marginalized our childhood was so I still feel left out. I love them, I really do but I just can’t, it doesn’t help that my interests are more obscure and useless in a conversation.
So yeah idk what to do with my life anymore, considering going to therapy despite being expensive and mental health is taboo here.
Maybe anyone here can give me some advice on how to get through this
Much love, thanks