I(25F) have been married to my husband(26M) for 5 years. Since the beginning, he has struggled with opioid addiction. I myself have been sober my whole life, I’ve never been in the party scene and im a very straight edge type of person. We have a 4 year old son together, and my husbands drug use hasn’t stopped. I want to leave him, but every time i try, he threatens unaliving himself, or cries and begs me not to go. I’m really struggling with an immense amount of guilt for wanting to leave him, but I know it’s what’s best for my son and i. Any advice on how to get past this guilt so i can do what’s best for me and my son? I am struggling so much…