I’ve (20f) been with my (20m) boyfriend for almost six months now. Things have been great and amazing. Recently we had an argument and it was because I needed reassurance on a particular topic. We Apologized and made up and have been together since then.
However I can’t shake this sickly, gross, familiar feeling that something is wrong. I feel like a huge screw up and I have since then been implementing changes in my behavior and thinking. I am planning on going to therapy for overthinking and overall depression.
I need advice as what to do. He told me that he’s not going to leave and wants to grow with me. But there’s this lingering feeling that something is awfully wrong. Is this anxiety? In my head? Or is this normal to think after an argument?
I need the brutal, honest truth.and advice. I want to be with this man until I die and even beyond that. I feel ashamed and feel like I’ve messed things up between us for good. He seems different than what he used to be. It’s like he is doing less and not caring as much anymore. I need advice as what can I do in this situation or what I should do?
TL;DR Had an argument with my boyfriend and things don’t feel right. Asking for advice.