Good morning all!
I am a 26f and S/O is a 28m. We have been together for over 3 years and I just feel like I can’t be myself anymore during sex… One day he just decided that squirting wasn’t something he wanted to happen anymore. Sometimes I just can’t help it. Now, it completely turns him off if I do it. I’ve been trying to just keep it all in if I feel it coming because I don’t want to fight about it again. I’ve tried communicating and asking what changed. I’ve tried telling him how I feel and he just won’t budge. Our relationship is great otherwise. We get along on most things. This is just something he has completely 180’ed on and I don’t know what happened…. I’ve been avoiding the bedroom completely lately because he makes me feel dirty or unclean. What do I do?