Hi. So I’m 25. I’m engaged. I have an American Indian background, the guy is a typical Indian guy. Conservative, cultural kinda traditional man.
I like him, our sex life is really good too.
But I came across a porn video recently that was about this woman lying on a table in the park and had all these random men lined up that would just fuck her and go.
Like a literal fuck and go.
I wanna do that so bad. Like not in a park but I want a line of men to fuck me so so so badly. I wanna experience it once in my life. What are the chances of me destroying my life if I act on my urge? If I tell him this kink is there a chance he could understand? We live in India and the normal reaction for any girl feeling this way would be to shame her and call her a whore and I’m super scared of that kind of judgement