trying to join into conversations or start a conversation is so hard i can’t tell when a good moment to jump in is or the right emotion to use as most of the time i’m very monotone, i tend to be spoken over or ignored and when that happens i’ll overthink it and tell myself “no one wants to talk you’re just boring” so i just shut up completely and then people think i’m just a quiet person but i don’t wanna be quiet i want to be heared , even when i get a chance to speak people looking at me or just silence makes me break and i just stop talking and let them go on with what they’re saying rather than me finishing my thought it just sucks i can’t even properly socialize