Me and my boyfriend has been together before as well when we were pretty young. He would be 17-18 and I was 14-15 years old. He proposed to me and has always been a little dominating. He later told me that he had some relationship with one of my known person(physical involvement). If I would have known that then I would have not been with him but I got to know at a very late stage in our relationship by him.
Later on we were seperated by my family since they didn’t allow me to have a relationship at such tender age. Fast-forward he moved abroad had casual relationship, long term relationship, was in a relationship when one day he contacted me last year and started talking. Before moving forward with me he broke ties with everyone from the past.
He had hidden about one of his most recent relationship throughout whenever I used to ask him if there is anything else I should know about. He had even sworn on his mother but later told me about this girl he was dating. He has tendency to block me after an argument even when it’s his fault he leaves me crying and blocks me. I have been staying with him because he came to visit me just for a month and took my virginity. I live in a conservative society. It is very difficult for me to decide what should I do. The behaviour is very defensive,blaming and manipulative. Whenever I have tried to complaint it always ends up in Couting my mistakes and blaming me. I have talked to his mother a little bit about his nature she has called him and he has apologised to me that I am the only one he wants and he would change.
There are some things he said that I can never forget such as he said I bled very little while laughing and looking down on me. Even though I am the one who has never looked for love other than him while he was enjoying his life there. I don’t know what should I really go forward with.