I’ve just hit the age of 29 and remain a complete and utter virgin. Never experienced intimacy, kissing or anything at all. As such, I’ve probably developed a considerable anxiety around the issue.
Unfortunately, I’m also cursed with what I consider to be an extremely high libido to the point where It is well beyond my adolescent years, almost pre-hypersexuality. Likely a result of being highly physically active and fit, and years of anxiety induced sexual suppression possibly.
I’m frustrated quite alot, and experience low mood as a result. Try and pre-occupy my time with other things, but it has become a major irritant. Like a constant itch that can never be scratched.
Tried various dating apps, which didn’t work. Not sure what to do at this point, just accept it I guess? Definitely not comfortable discussing these things in therapy.