I feel awkward touching my girlfriend.
I am someone who is in a relationship with my crush. We re going to college this year and we’ve been in a relationship for like an year. As we r still studying for our college entrance exams, we don’t get chance to meet each other too much.. Like maybe once in 2months Or so.
So as a reason I never really got to have that physical contact of a relationship. I definitely kissed her a few times but I always am too scared to touch her in public which includes holding hands or hugging while taking pictures. I spoke to her about it and she is always supportive saying that she never said me no to touch her.
Recently during our farewell, a guy held her hands and took a picture when I wasn’t present. She told me that she hit that guy.
But i feel like the guy had more courage than me cuz I took a picture with her just like a normal random guy standing next to her.
These days I’ve been in distress that I’m not fit for her and maybe going to breakup within a few weeks.
This is just what’s going on with me. Idk if someone relates as well but yeah.. I’m pretty depressed about it cuz she always tells me she likes me no matter what and we also have a healthy relationship going on.