I am more and more finding myself to be the dude who just talks to talk. I find myself saying random stuff or just always trying to make jokes and just being annoying in general in the group. I realize that I wouldn’t want to hang out with me if I was a different person yet I can’t really help it. I just always default to it and maybe it’s because I need to feel like I always need to contributing to the social environment. I’m also usually a pretty quiet guy outside of my friend group so maybe it’s exerting energy? Either way I just wish I could control myself and stop being annoying before I push people out