I don’t know where to put this or if this is the right place for this, but I recently hooked up with a guy. I ended up getting drunk as hell (he didn’t drink anything). He waited until I was asleep to wake me up. He didn’t even bother to finger me properly. He tried to shove his penis inside me, and I told him it hurts. He didn’t give me time to adjust and started thrusting inside me, whispering in my ear to relax. Every time I told him it hurt, he changed positions, but he wouldn’t budge when I tried to push him off. He showered immediately. I just curled up in a ball, went back to sleep, and left his house while he was still asleep without saying anything to him. I honestly don’t know what to think, it’s tearing me up inside.