I guess it doesn’t matter when it comes to making true friends like not need to worry about finical status, looks, popularity, kind of job you do, shy personality. As long as you have a good heart or intentions.
But I feel like I’m resisting as I’m internally feeling ashamed of myself. Like it’s mostly due to age and not really haven’t achieved anything with life nor doing anything to improve. Constantly feel bad if someone ask what u doing or what job u do. I don’t really have an accurate answer as I feel like I’m not even in right stage of my life currently and it feels worse when idk what I’m gonna do to improve. Now I’m in mid20s and as I look back, feels like I wasted critical times in waste from getting experiences, building relationships, understanding myself. So many classmates went to road trips, some gotten engaged, others now working in desired field and living in adulthood. I feel still man child. Not become socially open to others, don’t know how to communicate efficiently, not understanding adulthood and responsibility it comes with like get good education, make money, marriage and help family finically. It’s so much things to learn and make life secure day by day to have a better future ahead but I’m so lost and behind. Feels like I’ll never reach a certain level of success. I’m letting my soul and those who believe in
Me