First of all, my old friends x and y stopped talking to me for a long time and started to treat me coldly. We were a very close group of friends, but over time they changed a lot and started to get closer to each other. Sometimes I was always the one left out. They changed themselves for the “popular” environment, and started getting close to two girls from the popular environment.
The problem is that these girls treated me very coldly and never talked to me from the day we first met. One of them is in the same class as me. The reason for this coldness is that I want a more friendly and warm environment, but they also want to be involved in the drama and mostly want to talk and gossip about men. Then x and y did not talk to me or text me during the semester break, and I reacted and did not talk to them on the first day of school. Afterwards, when they got home, they wrote me a farewell message, saying that we could not be friends anymore, but that they wrote a message on behalf of our beautiful memories. Since that day, I have been very lonely at school because I had no friends other than them. I am not an antisocial person, I chat with some people, but I still get lonely a lot and sleep during breaks. Sometimes I am alone in the cafeteria. The problem is that sometimes x, y and two other girls come to my class during breaks under the pretext of chatting just to look at me and stare at me. They do this in the cafeteria too. I try not to care too much, but my self-confidence is falling. The girl in the same class as me is trying to make fun of me and glaring at me. I really don’t know what to do, I’m very confused and I think I’m very naive, I have no one to tell it to, I feel like I’m going to explode. I’m really lonely