I´ve been invited to two places today, one to celebrate Valentine’s Day with my friends and the other one to hang out in a group study. I didn´t go to either of them because there is one girl in each of the groups I don´t like. They also hate each other and tell me multiple times not to hang out with each other.
A friend that I don´t have beef with and am close with lashed out at me for not joining on Valentine’s Day but the other group, which I found disrespectful because 1. I said I didn´t want to join and you guys guilt trip pressured me and 2. I was busy and and they didn´t believe me. If I don´t want to, I don´t go, simple as that. I hang out with her face-to-face multiple times, I just don´t like the group dynamic.
It took days to recover from the last group dynamic and now I´m mentally better, simply because I don´t hang out with the two girls. The other ones in the group are angels tho <3
But yeah, I first felt sad I rejected them because there´s nothing for me to do alone but honestly, better than bad company. I´m planning to get to myself know better in the next few days by going out more by myself when my friends don´t want to join.
It´s like the trip we planned but no one has time. So why not go on my own?