I met this guy online but he lives in England and I’m in Ireland, I’ve went over to him twice but he has never come to Ireland. I really feel like I have a connection with this guy I’ve been talking to him for 10 months now, but he has some health issues and his grandma isn’t doing well at the moment either. I know he has stuff going on but like I’d jump on a flight to see him but his pushing me away, saying I deserve to be happy and to find someone else. Believe me I have tried but it always comes back to him🙈 I don’t know what to do, not that I can do anything anyway. I need some advice.