So am now a 17 years old man and totally lonely. It is not like there is nobody to talk to but the issue is that I cant talk with them and it was like that when I was in 4th grade as I remember,so it became a known thing for them that am alone and I became used to that but the fact that this is the age where you live your life is just upsetting me seeing everybody enjoying their lives while am juat sitting watching. Sometimes I tried to take part in the talk but I just start feeling like I dont really want to be with them or participating even I somehow felt that I want that they just ignore as they are used that am a closed person. So ehat can I do to?