Basically the title. It’s kind of weird because I haven’t had any friends I’d hang out with regularly outside of school/work basically since middle school?
I’m in my early 20s, this has certainly bothered me in that I don’t have a social life to speak of and of course that depresses me when I think about it.
But when it comes to any kind of social context in making friends or hanging out with them I somehow feel repulsed by that idea. It seems more like an annoyance/like I’m overexerting my social battery when I attempt things like making a friend or doing a social event.
To get to the point: I don’t think I’m terrible socially, just would *rather be alone*, but not necessarily be *lonely.*
So, am I alone in this feeling? Does this speak to anyone else?