Important context: I have never really been in a relationship before this and I have most often been very skeptical of being in a relationship (Male/ female, maturity on my part, sexuality). My boyfriend does NOT have a good history with dating his previous girlfriends- not going into much but one of them ended in court stuff. A friend of mine did not like my relationship for awhile because we started dating a week after talking (if that’s relevant) Anyways we started dating a couple months ago because we have a lot in common and we really liked each other. In our first week of dating he admitted to loving me- lk it’s freaky and I was going to tell him that but I never got the chance and just rolled with it. Not to mention he has been talking of our future together when we have been together for less than 6months and aren’t even out of high-school. Besides things like this and little quarrels it has been nice. Now that we are farther into our relationship I feel stress on just being in a relationship. I don’t want to keep texting him and planning dates (just hanging out at my house and watching harry potter) I feel anxious just at the thought of having to do these things. (And I know it shouldn’t feel like a chore). Plus I am going off to collage (close by) and that is contributing to my apprehension towards this relationship. When I picture my future I do not really see him in it. Which he made it very clear he could see us being endgame- again! we arent even out of high school. I guess I just don’t know what to do. Is this relationship going anywhere? How do I not hurt him? Is there something wrong with me? Also he keeps mentioning graduation and birthday presents (months away!!+he likes to spend on me which I hate) which is also making me more stressed with staying together before he spends a crap ton of money on me??
TL;DR; : Im unsure if I should continue my relationship with my boyfriend due to stress of the relationship on my side. What should I do?