From the age of 13 to 17 I was only into girls and had never done anything with guys before. Fast forward to 2022 when I started realising that maybe I was into guys too and that’s when I started exploring all the things I had missed out on.
I kissed a guy, gave my first ever handjob, fucked a couple of them but giving any of them a blowjob was severely intimidating for me and it wasn’t until I felt pressured to do so that I realised it wasn’t that bad at all until I remembered what it was exactly that I was doing which would make me gag.
After going through somewhat of a whore phase I (19f) met my now boyfriend (23m). And up until this point I had never let a guy cum in my mouth because I found it somewhat disgusting, that was until last weekend. We both got high and I decided to give him head because I was on my period and didn’t feel like making a mess. A couple minutes later he warns me he’s going to cum and I give him a nod of approval, sealing my fate and he came in my mouth.
As soon as he didn’t I couldn’t help but gag and try to swallow as quickly as I could, it felt odd suddenly having something warm with a weird taste in my mouth but I tried my best to reassure him that I wasn’t disgusted by his cum and I just couldn’t help it.
We tried again today with him finishing on my tongue instead and the same thing happened as soon as the first drop hit my tongue.
It makes me feel bad, I don’t want to make him insecure about the way he taste’s because I can’t help but gag. It’s starting to make me think that maybe I am actually only into girls but that doesn’t feel right either.
I don’t know what to do, I’ve tried all sorts of things to stop me gagging but they don’t help, any suggestions?