I (F16) always end up hating my friends, I’ve never really had any good friends (IRL) throughout my life, whenever I do make friends I always feel love for them and feel good but sooner or later I start getting pissed at every single thing I dislike about them. Either in parts or in random bursts, and I don’t know why I never leave them, like my current friend group in school, I hate them so fucking much but for some reason I never leave and always feel the need to chase them around.