Idk where to post this but I just wanted to talk about it, I just hooked up with this random girl I met on a subreddit and it was good in the moment but I regret it so much now, All I was tryna do was lose my virginity before I go to bootcamp. Now after it all I just feel disgusted and can’t stop thinking about my ex who left me because I joined the marines in the first place. I’m only 18 and idk I’m just acting like a bitch but everyone said that hooking up would be the thing to do. Should end myself? Any advice or anything would really help me