I’m pushing 30 and literally the last time I hung out with a friend besides my partner was over 12 years ago. We all just grew apart. Even my partners friends don’t seem keen on me.
At school I was always the friend walking behind everyone else and not being invited to things, but always went out of my way to make sure everyone was happy.
I’d like to think I’m a very friendly person, however I do have social anxiety. I do try to push myself to talk to people but when I do people just don’t seem interested in me. I’m not sure where I am going wrong.
I like most of the same things other people like. Im also open minded.
I try to socialise with people when I take my child to play areas but I normally just get a chuckle or a sentence at most back and that’s it. I try making friends online but they all die out as well. People at work are much older than me and most seem to look down on me.
Im pretty sure I don’t smell either.🙃I think maybe my social anxiety and autism might be making me come across as rude or something although I am always so cautious about what I say. People do always say im friendly so im really not sure.
I just don’t know what else I can do. I just don’t want to be lonely 😔
Does anyone have any tips I can try.