Since I was a kid it didn’t bother me when people would laugh and make those kinda of comments before but as grew up into a teen to adult, it started being triggering to me and now I take it kinda personally. This is also due to having poor social skills/connections growing up, such as communicating well. I also feel most of the time I’m not smart enough to even have convos like others, yet they can feel on the top of their game and know what to say. Most of the time things that come out of my mouth are honest, yet sometimes random (I like to be funny sometimes). Even when I try to be honest about it, people (especially family and friends) still keep saying that same comment; “He’s looking at me like…” “He said (this)” “He’s like (this)” As an adult to now, I’m starting to find it rather annoying and I don’t know how to respond to it other than the feeling I’m being the butt of everyone’s jokes and they see me as If I’m a low intelligence pet or baby. It’s something that has been going on for a while in my life to the point where I’m extremely paranoid and I don’t see anyone else doing it to anybody but me. Does anyone else have this sort of comment on them happen? I don’t know if I’m being derided at or what. When this happens I tend to get quiet, get triggered about it and lose confidence in myself. It always feels like I’m doing wrong and not smart/ good enough like others to be social. I’m just sick of these ‘hehehe hahaha’ games and there’s times where I will do it back to them to get an upper hand.