Hello, I’ll be honest, the truth is that I’m a soo insecure person, people usually tell me that I’m something attractive but I don’t know I don’t consider the same thing or I don’t feel that it’s true, I’m a somewhat serious or reserved person, but when you gain my trust I can spend hours telling you my life, in my life I’ve gone through different moments on the subject of girls, as a child it was what I least important to me in this world and the truth was not the cute boy in the room, rather he was a chubby boy, introverted and somewhat clumsy, in high school I lost weight and I became much more extrovert and I was half more about talking to girls (something impossible for me before) I remember I was doing well, I had a group of fans for some reason, I got to have 2 girlfriends but I felt weird when I was with them, in a pandemic everything changed, I became too reserved and the truth I had thousands of things to think about before girls, when I entered high school I kept that seriousness, but I noticed that with the girls who seemed attractive or cute I made a huge lump in my throat, I got red and left The voice, to date it still happens to me, that is, I have had some things with girls but being honest and without sounding bad, I really feel that I confused my friendship with them for something else, since it is really very difficult for me to have a good conversation with the girls that I find attractive, I don’t know, I’m not the big thing, I don’t have lips and I’m not so funny, I’m a little bit Handsome, but the handsome people have an advantage of 10 seconds over the others with the girls and the truth for me to talk to a cute girl Without zero previous contact is something impossible, Oh even things like sending a message to a girl on Instagram or posting a photo of me,even with someone with whom I don’t talk so often, I don’t have a great need to have a partner, not even to fuck for the first time, obviously I would like it but it’s not my greatest illusion in life right now, but like to experiment and live my life more, feel attractive or I don’t know, just don’t feel that lump in my throat that prevents me from talking sometimes