This is mostly a rant but also I could use some advice. I have friends, 10 ish but 3 close ones. I’m no one’s best friend though, all of my friends have one person they like much better even when they’ve known me a lot longer. Sometimes even when talking with me one on one they might roll their eyes. I know it might not be personal and not everyone has to like me, but when not even one single person prefers me over someone else and when I sit all alone, it is hurtful.
So for me, I’ve had strangers come up to me and tell me I’m pretty, my friends think so, they also describe me as funny and kind. I never ever get mad at my friends, I always laugh and smile even if I don’t find it funny, I give compliments, I try my best. What makes me so unlikable that people don’t even want to have a conversation with me??