I’ve been hung up on this girl for like 9 months (I’ve known her for years though). We went on a few dates. Went really well. She said she wanted to see where things went. And that was it. Now she’s in another relationship.
I just can’t get over it. And the thing is I really don’t want to like her. Like I don’t want to have feelings anymore. I wish I could just not. I actually hate it. She doesn’t spend any time at all thinking about me. So why should I be hung up on this person?
It’s not even the type of thing where I’m like waiting for her to be single or anything like that. I want to move on. I’ll try to move on, and sometimes I think I have, and then someone will mention her and it’s like “…oh yeah…really wish things would have gone different with her. I still really like her.” And then it’s in my mind again. And it’s feels wrong to go on dates when I’m very clearly into this one person. Doesn’t seem fair to the other person.
That’s pretty much it. I hate it. It bothers me. Don’t have any way to get it off my chest. Needed to get it out into the digital void.