I feel like i'm tired of life
28M here,
I'm not a religious person but although i'm complaining i want to thank god for everything, my life is 1000x better than 90 percent of the world, i feel tired of people i guess.
So, i moved from my parents place to whole new continent two and a half years ago, the continent is Europe and i moved from Israel.
For the whole time since my arrivel i'm just getting smashed by life.
I handle all of the punches pretty well but barely survive, i lost shit ton of money in stocks/crypto, mostly stocks, i switched like four jobs because they were with toxic people mostly, i dated around 50 women and had a gf out of that for a short while but she was also toxic af.
I don't know if it's just a cultural difference or what is happening but it seems like i'm surrounded by toxicity and hostile people, i'm not the smartest guy in the room that's for sure but not stupid as well but each scenario makes me question myself whether it's the other person or am i crazy.
when i try and analyze the situation, and trust me for some reason my f** up brain do that too much, in most cases i don't see where i did wrong.
I'm getting a bit tired out of all of that, i love people and i think that we dependent on each other but it seems like other people think otherwise…
I feel stuck and don't knkw how to proceed, can't find what/if i'm doing something wrong.
Unfortunately i can't read minds but it seems like the kther larty expect me to read their mind, i do understand aocial ques and of course i will invite people for coffee, pay for the first date, ask if something wrong when i see someone sad or crying. Howevr, it seems like the miss communication extends beyond the normal bounderies i would say.
I think that as you see in my writing i can communicate, verbaly as well so i don't get where is the problem and why i'm mostly attracting toxic people into my life, is there a way to improve/fix it?
Did someone had such an odd situations?