I've always had an attraction to older, bigger women. Moreso than that, to keep it PG, I've had a fetish for older, bigger women who are slightly dominant. Nothing extreme at all. I've been with some partners in the past who somewhat satisfy this, but it's never fully itched the scratch.
So there is a model I've seen who is in my city in a couple of weeks. I reached out, told her what I'm looking for, and she said she is thrilled to do it. It's $400. I've never paid for anything like this. I feel equally shameful and excited. I don't know what to do. I'd really just appreciate some words of advice on this