I 22M have isolated myself from people for the past 2 to 3 years. My main reason was to work on myself and my online business trying to achieve my dream life.
Prior to that time I was social, I had friends and could easily interact with people and have conversations with them although I did have some difficulty speaking with girls and I was also avoiding them. (Now don't get me wrong, I like girls lol but I just don't know how to talk to them)
But slowly I began to isolate myself and lately I realized that I'm so much lonely. i tried and I'm still trying to make friends but the problem is that that long isolation made me crave social interactions to the point that I get excited/happy when someone come to talk to me and get angry when people ignore me or talk to each other.
And when I try to make a conversation with someone, they're mostly the one leading the conversation while I'm just going with flow and slowly they get bored and stop coming to me.
When I look around me, there're people who get a lot of attention, know how to speak, make people laugh and listen to them. How can become someone like them?