So my husband and I have been together almost 17 years. I have always wanted to "swallow" because I know how much he would love it. I really wanted to as a surprise for him for our wedding anniversary in Mexico soon. He's into it and VERY much deserves it, but I'm worried I'll puke everywhere. I tried swallowing with my ex and threw up all over his parents bathroom floor š¬š«£ I do have sensory adversions, to be fair. The texture reminds me of snot and the smell is also very off-putting to me.
My question is, has anyone ever been in my shoes and worked their way past it? My friends who do it say they like it, and while they always get claps from me, they don't have any real advice on how to get there š