PLEASE READ THE EDITS.
I lost my virginty to my bf who was very rough. He literally fucked me senseless which I kind of loved but now he wants to have it bare.
I have this kink as well but I'm scared what if I end up getting pregnant?
I have told him this and he said he's good with the pullout game but he can't have it any other way with me.
He's good at the foreplay as well made me so wet that I didn't feel as much pain as I was expecting.
What should I do? I want to have it bare as well but I'm scared too.
Edit 1- I have read all the comments and I feel like I have bigger issues to deal with. He's certainly playing with my naivety while I'm in love. I need to rethink if I want to be with this person in the first place or not. I thank you all so much. I'm literally in tears right now. 🥺
Edit 2- So I had a conversation with my bf about getting tested for the stds and he told me that he won't get tested just because I can't trust him. I told him that he was extremely rough the first time to which he replied that sex is meant to be rough. I guess it's time to move on. I feel like a miserable person right now. I wanted my first time to be extremely special but I feel like I've been used. He told me that I need to explore my kinks and not be afraid of the pregnancy. I can't put my future at stake for a few minutes of pleasure. I feel terrible.