Heartless

Ok so heres the story goes i was in love with someone like very deeply but we all know how it ends and it really broke me , she was everything to me like everything when i was with her i didnt even looked at any other she was the only one whom i loved so much , and now i think its a mistake , my mistake was loving her so deeply , following her so blindly i believed in loved in the soulmate and all that but now i think its all bullshit and immature thing maybe it is maybe it is but for me it's bullshit , its very hard to find love in this generation where people are behind friends with benefits relation , means people are behind sex only i have heard so many times that a partner cheated on his/her parten for sex or for another person like wtf then i should also just follow this i should also get someone to satisfy me why to love someone now then? Why to take care why to get sad why to hate him/ her ? Let us just Satisfy each other then