Around 2 weeks ago I 18F gave my first ever blowjob to my boyfriend 19M of 10 months, I do watch porn so I was just trying to do what the girlies in porn would do. I really love him and he was obviously hard so I initiated it first. But he just laid there, silent. It hurt a little bit and I just wanted to stop but I kept going until he came and it really was a lot I wasn’t expecting it. Then he gave me a kiss and hug and we continued watching the movie.
It hurts a lil, maybe I’m just so bad at it and he won’t tell me, what are some things I can do to make him go crazy he’s uncut by the way. I dont think I’ll ever initiate again and if he wants it he can ask. The level of embarrassment I have is through the roof
Just to clear things up, we are both virgins, and it was his first bj as well (:
I didn’t swallow! He came ALOT it spurted everywhere I wasn’t expecting and I panicked. But I had a tissue and wiped it off his shirt
And when I say “it hurt” I meant mentally I guess? It hurt not hearing him make any noise it was like I was doing a bad job and it crushed my spirit a bit. Especially my first time :/
Edit: Overwhelmed with the amount of positive responses! I just wanted to say that I don’t expect my boyfriend to put on a full porn act when I give him oral in any way. Porn will never be real life, I just took some of the techniques from it. I love him so much and I had a conversation with him about him being silent kind of made me felt inadequate and he told me that he was simply nervous,, And that he really enjoyed it oh and he was trying to keep it all in! Hes coming over next Saturday and I think I would like to try it again on him, thank you all (: