I am 14 yr old and I have a friend group of about 8
It really hurts seeing them hang out without me at functions on snap chat, I stalk it a lot but I didn’t think anyone noticed. But i occasionally catch glances at my friends maps and all the people who have there locations off, are on for them.
I hate the feeling of being left out or being talked behind my back. I need some closure
I also really suck at making friends and it was painful climbing up the ranks to be in my spot in the group (if I am even considered) and don’t give me any “did you reach out?” That is a no in my book, that would be mega awkward and who ever I tell that to is gonna spread it like wildfire