I don't even know what I'm trying to ask here but maybe somebody might understand somehow.
Basically, I'm pretty sure that this one person's morals and ethics are pretty low. On top of that, they like to make others believe that their personality and worldview aren't extremely flawed and misguided and that others are just not as wise and ~venerable~ as them if they think otherwise. They are very self-regarding and consider themself superior and intellectual but you can tell that nothing about them is… authentic or maybe organic. They're just a reflection of the media they consume, they learn all their ideals from it and they stay around similar people who nurture and validate them. Despite all this, they are very self-satisfied and are quick to get enraged at people who disagree with them.
But my concern is… Should I care? Is it unhealthy of me to regard this person so deliberately, keeping them in my mind even though they just bring harm to me? And if it's not okay, how do I stop? Or maybe something else is the problem with what I'm doing. I fear that I am obsessing over them, too. I don't know… Maybe somebody here is really good at evaluating other people's problems even when the other person can't identify them themselves.